September 22, 2014

I think im in love w my bestfriend

Its been a year since we last poland today ive the guts to call u up. To my surprise ur still the same rockstar i know 3 years back. I think im in love w u again and again.
I always been in love w that Sexy voice of yours. Some how today ur in a good mood and i loves it so much dear.

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September 14, 2014

One song makes me remind of u

That one particular song keeps playing in my playlist. It's make me thinking of you everynite. Sometimes it makes me feel stupid. FOOLISH!
How much I try to just forget the more I'm thinking of it. It's still lingers there.
Those arguments...Those tears..Those laughter..can't dent it we have our moments together.
I guess I'm not totally over it. I got to move on...

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Mad mood

I just hate it `till now u just don't know what I've been thru.I do this and that and everything is not right.U said this and that in mad tone and u never realize it. It hurts me when u said can't be independent and went I do u said I'm useless. WHAT THE F*CK U WANT ME TO DO!! AS IF EVERYTHING U DO IS RIGHT!
Maybe I should be quite and don't not bother at all. The will come when u
I'm no longer here. I will wait till that day to come. Fed up living in this cruel world.

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September 12, 2014

Mess up

Stress! I feel like I wanna shout out loud. Too many things bugging me this week. Argh....*tariknafas*
I know this stress thingy is not good for me and I need to unwind my mind. #thinkofhappythots

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September 11, 2014

September 10, 2014

IPhone 6 ... S5

I go gaga over iphone6 the past few months...and now been release I dunno I don't crazy over it.hahaha I even msg my bff I've change my mind again and his reaction "again" . I'm sorry babe it seem I can't make up my mind . Oh well it's still valid right for me to keep changing my mind..

September 08, 2014

Introducing Queen Alus

Shine bright in the sky...

New beginning of alus

Itself more then 365 days ive have stopped to blog.i do feel guilty about it but i do have alot of reasons. Here am i trying to start all over again and i do wonder if i still can do it. First and foremost do forgive me if i made a mistakes or ive hurts others in my previous blog. As u motive ive deleted ALL my previous posts,yes all that 216 posts. Thats my past and i dont want to keep it as it jurus me to much. All those lies, lies and lies. I Wanna erased all of those and i think let it lingers.
And i Wanna start new. I think im ready now eventho ive been they alot of obstacles and things that had happen in my life.